the weight of certain news 
on the phone 
that makes the receiver heavier 
makes it fall from my hands 
the pointless weight of certain things: 
metal pieces in abandoned lots 
the curved posture of my father 
who after years, 
has yet to take my brother’s corpse 
off his shoulders 
and place him on the ground 
we need to acknowledge 
to bear right 
after all, how many more minutes 
can we continue walking 
the middle of this highway? 
the blaring horns make me lonelier 
and lonelier 
and lonelier 
why do you bury the one who is left alone?
no death is natural 
this poem won’t make it to the hospital