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Mr. Johnson said he was not suicidal, but that the depression and cognitive problems he had developed since 2002 had worsened to the point that he now takes Adderall, a prescription amphetamine, at two to three times the dosage authorized by his doctors, who have been unaware of this abuse.

"There's something wrong with me," said Mr. Johnson. "There's something wrong with my brain."
Isaac Chotiner